I’ve been feeling extremely lazy these past few months. It’s like I want to just take a huge seat back and relax for an indefinite amount of time. I don’t feel any inclination to work or do anything. Not even for the smallest task.
I don’t know why exactly I feel like this. It feels like something has drained out of me. My youthful passion, enthusiasm… I don’t know but something is sorely missing in me. My ‘spark’ is missing.
I don’t know what to do about it or how to get out of this mood. Maybe it’s just a phase that will pass. I just feel so very empty. Like I’m running on no fuel. Yes, that’s what it is – I’m running without any fuel.
No wonder I feel this way. It’s a wonder I can ‘feel’ nothing.